The pattern keeping you stuck isn't the villain.
You've done the work. You understand what needs to change.
And somehow, you keep ending up back where you started.
Explore the pathwaysYou know what needs to change and can't make yourself do it. You swing between clarity and collapse, unable to hold one direction. Your body feels like something you manage, not something you live in.
This isn't a knowledge problem.
It's a state problem.
When your body gets a different signal, your system responds differently. What felt stuck begins to move.
This work doesn't give you new insight. It changes the state underneath the pattern so what you already know can finally land.
What Shifts
I could name my patterns. Explain them clearly. Nothing was moving in my body.
I felt fractured. My mind, my body, and something deeper were not on the same page. That showed up in my life as living between extremes.
One day I wanted kids. The next I wanted complete freedom. One month I was fully committed to one person. The next I was convinced monogamy was the wrong container entirely.
I kept cycling through versions of what I thought I wanted without being able to land in any of them long enough to find out if they were actually true.
Working with Snake Allies, I began to feel those patterns move. Subtle at first. Unmistakable in hindsight.
Monocled Cobra Ally gave me permission to see what had been sitting just outside my awareness. I entered my tantric path. I started questioning the story of shame around my own desires. What did I actually want? What did I need? Could I trust what I felt without apologizing for it?
Water Moccasin Ally moved the grief that had been keeping me stuck. I loved someone and couldn't leave. I kept cycling between staying and going, unable to hold one emotional story long enough to act from it. Two months after working with this Ally, I chose one path and stayed there. Not because I finally figured it out. Because my emotional body stopped fracturing.
Fer-de-Lance Ally healed something I didn't know I could heal. I had a wound with women — competition, comparison, unsettled. I could never fully relax around a woman I perceived as more powerful. That wound was blocking my capacity to receive — not just from women, from anyone. This Ally didn't make me more confident. It made me receptive. I stopped forcing and started receiving.
This isn't about understanding yourself better. You already understand.
This is about what happens when your body finally catches up to what your mind has been trying to do for years.
This work is for you if
The High-Functioning Fracture
You look like you have it all together. Successful, capable, intelligent. Internally, something feels off. Different parts of you want different things, and you can't make yourself move in any direction long enough to find out if it's actually true.
The Emotional Whiplash
One day you're clear, energized, ready to change everything. By the next day — or even later the same day — you're back in the loop. You keep going back to what you already know doesn't work, and you can't hold one story long enough to move forward.
The Numb Receiver
You're strong, self-reliant, used to taking care of everything. When it comes to your own body, pleasure, and receiving — something shuts down. You give more than you receive, and you may not even realize how much you're holding back.
These are three of the most common patterns I see. They're not the only ones.
The SEE SAW System
The SEE SAW System is a map of where people get stuck and how they move.
Each Ally corresponds to a specific portal. Each portal addresses a different kind of stuckness — from clarity issues to emotional looping to body disconnection.
You don't need to understand the whole system to work with one Ally. The work meets you where you are.
If you want to see how the full framework connects, watch the masterclass. If you already know you're stuck and want help finding your entry point, book an intake call.
How to Begin
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If you're new, start here.
Watch the masterclass
90 minutes walking you through the story shaping your patterns, the science supporting this work, and the SEE SAW System that shifts what’s been stuck.
Most people wait until something breaks to take this step.
You don't have to.
Book an intake call
A conversation to confirm fit, answer your questions, and decide what makes sense.
After the call
From there, we decide together how you enter.
If you’re curious, you can explore the container options before we speak.
New to this work?Start with Step 1.
Already know you're ready?Go straight to Step 2.
A few things you might be wondering…
How is the medicine applied?
We work with the body directly. Small access points are created on the skin to introduce the medicine. From there, your system begins responding — physically, emotionally, and neurologically — while being fully held.
This isn’t physically intense medicine work. The sensations are generally mild — heat, tingling, or subtle shifts. Most people are surprised by how gentle it is.
On the intake call, I’ll walk you through the full protocol so you know exactly what to expect before you commit.
Do I need to have done other medicine work to do this?
No. This work doesn’t require prior experience with psychedelics, plant medicine, or somatic practices. It meets you where you are.
That said, many people who come to this work have already done therapy, breathwork, IFS, or other modalities and are looking for something that works at a different level. If that’s you, you’re in the right place.
Is this safe?
Yes. I was trained by a mentor who directly works with medical professionals who source these peptides legally and ethically. I’ve worked with this medicine personally for years before ever offering it to anyone else.
Safety is structural here — not just physical, but emotional and relational. The container is built to hold what moves.
If you have specific health concerns or contraindications, we’ll address those on the intake call.
How will I feel during and after?
During the session, most people feel a combination of heat, tingling, or subtle shifts in perception. Some feel nothing at first and notice changes hours or days later.
The days following the session tend to bring clarity, emotional release, or physical sensations returning in places that had gone quiet. The shift is often more recognizable in hindsight than in the moment.
This isn’t about peak experiences. It’s about what has new awareness to integrate after.
How long does it take to see results?
Some people feel the shift immediately. Others notice it days or weeks later.
This work doesn’t operate on a linear timeline. What’s been stuck might start moving the day of the session, or it might take two weeks for your system to process what just changed.
The three-day protocol is designed to give your body time to respond. The integration period after can last 30–90 days.
What happens after the intake call?
If we’re a mutual fit, you’ll choose your container, share preparation information with you, and schedule your three days.
For the 1:1 container, we’ll coordinate timing that works for your schedule.
For the Initiation Weekend, you’ll reserve your spot for the next available date.
Once you’re scheduled, the work begins before we meet — in what you notice, what surfaces, and what you’re already moving toward.
What’s the difference between the 1:1 container and the Initiation Weekend?
The 1:1 container is private, flexible, and built entirely around your system and your pace. You work with one Ally over three consecutive days, in person.
The Initiation Weekend is a small group experience (2–3 people max) held in Austin from Friday through Sunday. You’re still working with your own Ally and your own process, but you’re held in relationship with others doing the same work. That relational field becomes part of the integration.
The weekend also includes Cobra Breath transmission, which is exclusive to this format.
We’ll decide which container fits on the intake call.
What if I don’t fit one of the three patterns you described?
Those three patterns are the most common entry points, but they’re not the only ones.
The SEE SAW System maps nine portals. If you’re stuck in a way that doesn’t fit what you read, the right Ally still exists. We’ll find it together on the intake call.
You don’t need to diagnose yourself. You just need to know something isn’t moving.
What happens if I’m not a good fit for this work?
I’ll tell you. The intake call exists to confirm mutual fit — not just whether you’re ready for the work, but whether this specific medicine is the right one for what you’re working with.
If it’s not, I’ll say so. And if I can, I’ll point you toward what might serve you better.
This work isn’t for everyone. That’s not a problem.
Still wondering something? Bring it to the intake call.
Choose your entry point
The work is here when you're ready for it.